Friday, January 30, 2015

Deep Thoughts



Yesterday I met an old friend.. this person was a motivator and he shared his life experience with me.. and asked me to be close to god and believe that things happen for a good reason..
I started the day with peace and quiet.. I even started my sunat Dhuha and cried .. I prayed may God protect me from people who can put a dent in my heart.. and that I will always be thankful for the good things that will come my way..
Unfortunately.. One person who actually dented my heart quite badly came out of nowhere and I was left with no choice but to force myself to have a happy face and act so ala plastic but I can't hold it too long.. you know the feeling when you can't really hide how you feel .. it shows up so fake on your face..  that left feeling bad all day..
The worst thing the dented person did was asked me why I am so quiet?
I wish I could say.. coz I don't like you..
But of course that is how I imagine I could say it.. but didn't coz I am such a nice person and I have to fake my smile and ignore the things that was asked..
and the punch line .. are you ready?
Okay.. the punch line is.. "Wah .. I can see you are active again in FB.."
Wow.. I was like thinking .. WTFish.. you're stalking my FB?
Yeahh.. keep on stalking that FB.. that is just a cover up..
I don't express myself there.. I have more channels to explore..
I don't really get it.. why in the world.. would anyone wants to stalk my FB..
What's you're motive?
I am not an artist.. I am not famous.. and I AM NOTHING to you.. why bother checking me out?
That question have been running in my mind since just now..
One day I will find out why.. but for now.. enjoy stalking that FB and have a nice life..




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